KierstensCreations

Yeah, someone sniped a few bullets through my motivation lately and I don't feel the slightest urge to work on my pokemon fanfiction, Striaton Sweetheart. I have gotten into pokemon yaoi lately, so......that may be an issue. I actually want to write another two fanfictions, one about Steven Stone with an undecided character and a yaoi about gym leader Cheren and a character I came up with named Aaron (who may be assosiated with Ingo and Emmet in some way), and I fear that they'd share the same fate. I would plan to write them during summer vacation. I'm also not sure how to write 'dirty' things, which would be required in one of the stories. Yeah, poor Kiersten feels embarassed and bad about writing anything sexual of any sort. I feel that if I can't write dirty things well, my story would be a major flop. I need someone who writes to tell me how to remain motivated about a story. I'm very passionate about my stories when I start writing them and I remain that way for a while. Maybe it had something to do with school, but could someone please tell me why my motivation died?

I have always struggled at drawing machines even more than with people. I'm not a very patient artist and I hate drawing straight lines. My mind has came up with a great drawing idea of combinding the old with the new: Some of the characters from Pokemon Best Wishes playing on a N64. This means I'll have to draw a TV, controlers facing away from me, and a couch. Not to mention the Pokemon people. Ugh, why can't my art tallent be more versatile? I'll still try to draw it though..... XD

I'm so happy Adventures in Unova starts tomorrow. I have recently taken an obsessive liking of Cilan, Colress, and N. About 10 episodes into this season, N will be on the show, being all sexy and weird. I would love to see Cilan's bros again. I also can't wait to see the older Cheren in the anime, his voice was awesome in the black2/white2 commercial ^.^ I think I'll be sad if/when Cilan leaves after this season, but not Iris, she's annoying and such a kid. I hope he stays, but tones down on the food words. You may say my Cilan related pictures are redundant, however, I DISAGREE! (oh Colress, you so evil!)

I finally got my lazy butt working on this Pokemon romance fanfiction. 1st 'chapter' should be up tomorrow by 5pm. I was shaken up by the rudeness of a certain fanfiction.net writer's comments on my cut-off story, I was a bit too nervous to start on the remodeled story, thinking that someone else will be out to get me, but this is Deviant Art, home of constructive critisizm that ISN'T rude and insulting. I am being a bit more careful with this story so holes cannot be poken into it as often. Since I feel a strong passion towards this continous daydream that is now being written, it shall be a lot better than Oddity in Unova. So now I'm writing the first 'chapter', which is always the hardest to start, and I'm just reminding you few people who will read this, these are short chapters like the ones in other fan fictions. There'll be at least 10 of these chapters and hopefully I am determined to keep drawing relative pictures to post the chapters in the description. Sorry, no cybertablet drawings for these early chapters, I haven't gotten used to my cybertablet again yet and I need to find a safe place to download Gimp again for free since I lost the program. Let me know if you know of a safe place to download it for free so I can do these pictures again, not crappy Paint pictures. Cilan, you shall be mine, or Toby's at least. Thank you all and I bid you a good day.

I decided to cut off this fan fic but I will, however, write the story again but no subway masters(they are too difficult to write about) and it'll be strait to Striaton. This'll be posted on Deviant Art, chapter by chapter, when I decide to start writing it again within 3 days. This new story will be called 'Striaton Sweetheart.' Toby will still be the main character and look and act the same as before. I hope I do a good enough job to earn some fan art from nice Deviant Art folks and to make people happy. I am very passionate about the romance part, so I hope this turns out well. Keep reading my story and looking at my art, I'll keep posting more! AHHHH!!!! CILAN, CHILI, AND CRESS, YOU'RE SO CUTE!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!~Toby alter ego~